"Better Than That or Good For Me?"

So many questions,
but do you really think
the crass answer
that quiets the clamor in me
is gonna work for you?

Am I hypocritical
for not wanting that for you,
or smitten and can't admit it?
Do I only want the best for you
because I like you?

Do I have gender issues
where I can whore around
but girls should remain chaste?

What do I think I'm doing to girls
when I use them?
Certainly not helping their chastity.

So why not you?
Would it be okay
if you were MY whore?

But because I can't
come up with a name
for the war we're fighting this battle for,
I find it easier
to just drive you to his house
and quietly torture myself.